Trying this Again.

I've attempted blogging a few times but gave up for one reason or another.  One time it was because I couldn't work out what I had called it and lost my password <--- stupid I know.  Another is because, well I sounded so pathetic.

Well now I'm just going to do it.  I have millions of things going through my head all day long.  Sometimes I can't process them very well and I think writing them down would help.

I've discovered, recently, that I have a neurotic personality, so this blog is going to be all over the place.  Some days it's going to be basic and sterile, factual.  Other days it's going to be emotional and scary.  I'll be posting events, non events, feelings, hurts, dissappointments, triumphs and tragedies.  I'm not going to shy away from myself this time...I'm going to lay it out.

Unfortunately I have trust issues, so I'm afraid I might limit this blog to strangers and some friends, I don't think I want to share with family.  Not that I'm going to speak unfavourable of them in a vindictive way or anything, but there may be things that may simply be unfavourable just because that's what it is...that's the reality.  I simply don't want anything I say here to hurt my family or be used against me, this is just a way of getting my feelings out there - that is all.  I may set up another one for family members...I don't know.  I'll think about that one.

For those who will read this, I would like to put in a disclaimer.  If I come across unfavourably to you, then I prefer you don't read rather than beret.  It's not because I don't want to learn, it's because I need to feel safe enough to post and if I think that I'm going to be attacked for anything that I say then it will simply remove the reason for blogging in the first place.  Constructive, loving criticism is always the best way to deal with me, so please feel free to share with me, your thoughts and feelings but bear in mind that I don't tolerate negative judgement.

Another thing I'd like to point out is my appalling grammar and sometimes even spelling.  I must warn you that my grammar is not the best (although I am learning) and my spelling, can be a lot better LOL  Needless to say it's not something that I find is a priority in my life.  I make an effort and that's all I'll do...other than that, I'm me and all I ask is that people take me for me and accept me flaws and all  :)

I think that's all I hve to say right now...so happy reading everyone and I hope I don't bore people too much LOL